“This Is The Part Where…”

Written and Performed By LexC (ASCAP) / Produced By Maurice Beats (ASCAP) / Engineered at LexC Studios in Atlanta, GA / Mixed and Mastered at LexC Studios in Atlanta, GA

I fucked up

Once again

Caught up laying next to a man who don’t even claim me

Who don’t understand that a girl needs loves

But a woman needs times

If you reflected just a little

Rejected all your selfishness

I wouldn’t have to feel this way

Caught up in a love maze

‘Til I learn my lesson

This’ll never end

I leave as he’s resting

I played this scene before

This is the part where I tell myself never again

The part where I tell myself to stop pretending

Be more disciplined

Believe what you see

Don’t believe your feelings

This is the part where I tell myself it will end

The part where I tell myself to start again

This is the part where he calls

And I get too weak

I don’t believe myself

I don’t believe myself

I fucked up

Stuck again

Caught up laying next to a man

Says he wanna stay free

Here we go again

When we’re done

Checks his phone for the time

It was bright enough

And I saw shorty’s name

I took note of the spelling with the heart on the same line

I’m not good enough

This is what I tell myself before I make my exit

This is the part where I tell myself never again

The part where I tell myself to stop pretending

Be more disciplined

Believe what you see

Don’t believe your feelings

This is the part where I tell myself it will end

The part where I tell myself to start again

This is the part where he calls

And I get too weak

I don’t believe myself

I don’t believe myself

I can’t just call you any day or time

But anytime you hit my line and ask to pull up

It’s like I can’t wait

Same old punishment, new day

I know I deserve much more

Why do I come back for me

This habit is so bad

So bad

This is the part where I tell myself never again

The part where I tell myself to stop pretending

Be more disciplined

Believe what you see

Don’t believe your feelings

This is the part where I tell myself it will end

The part where I tell myself to start again

This is the part where he calls

And I get too weak

I don’t believe myself

I don’t believe myself

I don’t believe myself

I don’t believe myself